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Old August 24th, 2001, 08:21 AM
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balu ka dukh bhari kahani suno bhai

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.
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Old August 24th, 2001, 09:53 AM
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balu ki life

Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.

Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.

Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.

Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.

Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can't.
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Old August 24th, 2001, 09:54 AM
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Balu ki Warped & Twisted zindagi ka eik kissa

Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted
I'm still here, warped & twisted
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Old August 24th, 2001, 10:14 AM
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like the pomes Balu..do they reflect yr true feelings? or are they mere 'reflections'...??
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Old August 24th, 2001, 10:16 AM
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Old August 24th, 2001, 01:52 PM
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Old August 24th, 2001, 03:29 PM
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true feelings hai bhai
Abey kya kismat likha ke laya he bhai, kya client paaya he haan, pehle to pure pure din echarcha aur GM per, fir upar se yeh poem (waise to mujeh ctrl+c & ctrl+v lag rahi he fir bhi). Abye kabhi kuch kaam bhi karta he ya foket ki.............
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Old August 24th, 2001, 04:58 PM
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Rahul Dear,

aa na Gm pe please, Dikhata hu tujhe mei mera kaam.
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